who am I?

2011-03-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

This is the start of my journey of trying to figure out who I am and what am I supposed to be doing. Yes, facts are I am a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a friend to some and most of all a mother. But the problem is I have spent my entire life feeling like I should be someone else. Who is that mystery person? Why does she keep creeping up on me like a shadow that dances to the beat of her own drum? I remember in my Senior year in high school I was asked where I would be in 20 years from then. My answer was "Living in the City, working in some high rise building with a corner office wearing fabulous clothes and amazing shoes"...Well, 20 years later I am a divorced mother of five, unemployed wearing sweatpants and uggs. What in the hell happend to my BIG plans? I will set one thing straight right off the bat and that is I LOVE my kids and have been blessed by my wonderful children. Now with that being said, what happend to Kellyanne? I've been doing a lot of pondering as of late and wondering how do I find myself again? How do I reinvent myself and become that woman that I know is living within me? For the past 19 years I have been a mother, a wife, a girlfriend and as of late a lost woman. Through my writing I am going to become the woman that I can look in the mirror and say "Good morning beautiful, lets rock this world"!! I have stories to tell, opinions to give and lessons to teach. Stay tuned, you may just witness a re-birth of the shadow that I've envied my whole life.

I choose me, now I have to figure out who I am.

who am I?